sometimes it feels like the world would be better off without us
lyrics
the weight of life has pressed on me, crushing out all of my ambition
i'm not the man that i should be, pulled apart by every temptation
if only you would stop loving me, i'll only bring you desolation
forget what we had, and set yourself free
my ending will be your salvation
throw my body to the sea, never look back or wait for me
the life i had was filled with lies, broken vows and wasted time
cast my ashes to the wind, never look back for me again
now i'm gone and you are free, your life is better without me
where will i be when the truth is finally seen
and all my dreams come crushing down on me
i give you solace in my final act for you
i hope you hate me for the pain i put you through
the stain i cast will be erased one day
just as the sound of my voice fades away
throw my body to the sea, never look back or wait for me
the life i had was filled with lies, broken vows and wasted time
cast my ashes to the wind, never look back for me again
now i'm gone and you are free, your life is better without me
your life is better without me
credits
from Threshold,
released July 15, 2012
some lyrics by doi porras, taken from an old, old track, back in the 4 track days.
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