at one point i had a bunch of swollen lymph nodes, the doctors said i should have a biopsy. so, i had a chunk of my neck melon balled out. it took a while to get the results back. i was very nervous. . . .since i'm a bit of a hypochondriac anyway. this song is about just being scared of the results and thinking about all the time in life that we can waste . . . . . and the results came out fine.
lyrics
day after day, we're wasting our time
hiding in fear and spreading our lies
all of our moments, are squandered away
we're waiting for tomorrow, while losing today
i want to live my life
i am too scared to die
give me the will to survive
and stop the passing of time
minute by minute, i've thrown my life away
burning through the seconds that build up each day
i need to find away to turn the hour glass one more time
i need to find away to live this life of mine.
i want to live my life
i am too scared to die
give me the will to survive
and stop the passing of time
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