my consumption of regret, holds me down with fear inside
self delusion, self denial, self destruction built on lies
my darkest thoughts and deepest fears, cloud the light of satisfaction
bitter pills numb my brain with no hope of stimulation
take away this hurt inside
all i want is to feel alive
just one day of happiness
take away my loneliness
all i want is to feel alive
this altered state and mindless fate, brings mental shock and agitation
self restricted, self inflicted, self imposing isolation
one more relapse, my emotional collapse
pulls me down to the dark again, this solitude is my only friend
take away this hurt inside
all i want is to feel alive
just one day of happiness
take away my loneliness
all i want is to feel alive
all i want is to feel alive
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